Dear Radhika, I am touched by your sharing. For me even the awareness that fp’s are active is helpful. I lived for so long not even having the faintest idea that they were ruling my life. I know it’s up to me to change my karma, but I have also found it reassuring to know that I am not alone in this quest. When I set my intention with all the love and tendness that I can, the Universe/God supports me. In letting go of my attachment to the outcome, I allow a portal of love and wisdom to come thru me that is not possible when I/fp’s try to run the show. Experimentation and practice are their own rewards. The events I shared about my grandson activated strong fp’s that my fear so identified as comfortable, predictable, and allowed me/fp (so they thought) to control what the outcome would be. But at what cost?? It was a price I am no longer willing to pay! Please let me know how you’re doing. Love and blessings, Pam