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Posted 12 years ago
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Hi Pam, Wow! Thank you for sharing that experience. I feel every bit of my fiber or is it in that energy? To be conscience and aware on this blog, I write. So, far it’s been 8 days and I’ve been seriously committed to challenging my frightened parts,too. Seems, to journal here triggers things from childhood that involve my prince charming who’s never coming… Really, I never needed to be rescued in the first place. Still, the pain has been HUGE. However, this space and support helps me, too. Just to, LET GO! Feels, GREAT. So, thank you, Pam. Thank you, Margie |
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Posted 12 years ago
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Thanks for your reply, Eric. Actually, it’s been one week so far, I have been in this community. Still, chapter one throws me a little. Only, I have been on this journey for many years. Little by little, I have grown spiritually but sometimes I wonder if sexual cravings will ever just go away since I do not intend to engage intimately with anyone, anytime soon. Anyways, it’s late. Thanks again and good night, Margie |
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Posted 12 years ago
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Hello Eric, Day five… Thank you for being here. Amazingly, your courage compels me to have the same. I too practice abstinence and have for a long time. Only, still the pain remains. You see, I married my best friend at 32 yrs. old and continue to have a non-sexual marriage. Now, I’m not suggesting for you the same advice. I’m just here practicing my integrity. Dare I write, bravery. These Spiritual Partnership Guidelines, help. Abandonment and abuse controlled my frightened parts. You see, sexually I would reel’em in and spit’em out. Emotionally, I was unworthy to be loved and to love. So, will see what happens next. If I keep my eyes on the doughnut and not upon the hole, who knows. Anyways, intuition brought me here and gosh dare it, authentic power will bring me out into this world where I can really be at one with myself and others. Thanks, Margie |
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Posted 12 years ago
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Hi Bruce, Day five, I am here to introduce you to myself. It’s nice to meet you here on this journey to create authentic power. Unfortunately, I too feel sadness and loneliness. Certaintly, I can relate. For me too, it’s been so difficult to fully join in the spirit of things. I am 56 years old, too… How wonderful for you to have three grown sons. :), :), :). I have a teen daughter. 🙂 Also, I continue to be in a 24 year non-sexual marriage. So, there you have my perspective on things. :/. Hopefully, the Spiritual Partnership Guidelines will help both of us learn to have joy and wonder without having to feel those selfish and defective attachments to our external power. So, I propose that we commit to finding that imortal spot that occupies a space in the vicinity of our chest cavities, together. With Love and Compassion, Margie |
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Hi Wei Ji, Day four… Words about pain and letting go of my personalities external powers seem hopeless but I have no other option. Already, I feel safe and trust in your support. Really, it gives to me hope for an abundant life. So, thank you for not disappearing from this course. I wonder, have you done all the on-line chapters? So far, I have been paying attention to the Spiritual Partnership Guidelines. Although, the paying attention to my emotions by feeling the physical sensations, I’ve never done that before. Unless, I count Yoga but to recognize stuff happening in my chest or solar plexus,(where ever that is) never. Anyways, it’s late. Now, I’m fading fast but tomorrow’s another day… Good night, Margie |
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Hi Lori, Day Three… I just started this course and have not read The Seat Of The Soul or Spiritual Partnerships. Yet, I can feel my external powers shaking already on this journey to authentic power. In a good way, since my personality has been a HUGE pain in the seat. At 9 yrs. old my father was killed in a car crash. From 10 to 17 yrs. old my step-father was sexually and physically abusive. I ran away at 17 and at 32 I found my husband. We have been married now for 23 yrs. in a safe non-sexual marriage. Although, I am still in pain. Anyways, this won’t be easy. So, thank you for caring and your encouragement. I am looking forward to the more loving than ever thought possible part. Also, I would love to hear your experience. Thanks again, Margie |
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Posted 12 years ago
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Hi David, Day two… Oh my. Thanks for welcoming me here to this community and Journey :/. I heard about the course, on YouTube. Still, getting a grip on the Spiritual Partnership Guidelines. So, will see… Creating Authentic Power gives me another way to go, thank goodness! Really, I would love to learn how to move through life with dignity and grace. Who knows, maybe dance in and out of the light like a Wu Li Master (lol). Seriously, today I did have a few reverie-like moments but know this Journey’s going to be a climb. How did you hear about the course? Good Night, Margie |
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Posted 12 years ago
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Me too… It’s day one on this journey. :/ |