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Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

Kristen: As to your question, I have been listening since you brought up the question – when I listen to my body when I have thoughts of being unhappy with the word fear I feel and hear being held back, feeling like something is physically holding me back, feeling like there is negative mojo attacking my body or making me feel heavy, feeling like I’m cowering from a bad thing. I sense that I am not being objective with the word fear. As if I am letting Love have the glory and Fear being stepped on or stoned during a process where I’m learning to change my consciousness. I need to spend more time on this. Obviously. Thanks for the challenging question. IL&G

Today’s call about intention was great food for thought matching what I’ve been thinking of a lot lately. I received as a gift a calendar of daily intentions. Just doing these on a daily basis keeps me conscious of my intentions, whether they are for that day from the calendar or the one I’m spending a lot of time on “My home is filled with love”. I am aware of my intentions and this fact shapes my choices on how I act and speak. I enjoyed thinking of this more….
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

I also find the Deepak meditations very easy to use and rewarding. I hope your new life as a spiritual being is filled with light and love.
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

Coming off a spending the last two weeks specifically trying to use my tools of stopping and listening to my body has been a big change. So much interesting emotions come up and so much knowledge. The use of the word fear has caused me to challenge the idea of what the soul is. Why does “fear” have to have anything to do with – why do we have to have frightened parts of our personality, can’t they just be parts of our personality that we are not knowledgable about and by following the guidelines are just being more conscious of it? Why do we have to use the word fear? This is what I’ve been struggling with these first two weeks of serious work towards implementing and teaching myself to use the guidelines on as regular of a basis as I can – my goal is to make using them just as constant as all my other senses. All my other consciousness. The thing that is holding me back is the use of the word fear. Maybe I should listen to my body when my thoughts aren’t happy with that word.

On the journey – Infinite Love and Gratitude to you all.
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

Hi Pam,
Yes, a perfect example is the small group session directly after the talk, it was my first time on a call and I didn’t know it was going to be a bit longer than 60 minutes so when I was trying to answer the question in our small groups my family had come into my room trying to talk to me at the same time – instead of reacting peacefully and calmly – lovingly – which you’d think I’d do after coming out from the talk, I was not very pleasant and felt like I was attacking my family instead of being thankful that I had at least 60 minutes of uninterrupted time. I let my reaction of feeling like I couldn’t ever have time to myself unless I was out of the house blow up into “MEAN MOMMY” time. I needed to pause and feel my body and my reactions and feel what was happening with my body but I just moved right on over that as an option and jumped straight to riding the roller coaster of my emotions and how they were affecting my body, in hindsight I realize that my physical reaction was really tense, tight and feelings of tingling in multiple places, mostly my throat area. I wanted to cry.

I am also now very curious as to what my body is saying and hope that if I can start pausing and listening I can find out what I am supposed to learn from this reaction.

This is a perfect example because lately this is the space I most ignore the option I have to pause and feel and then decide to react. It is nice to know that I can keep trying and not give up.

IL&G
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

Pam, I too felt waves of gratitude for the content during this call. I received the reminder that I am forgetting to feel the messages of my body and keep jumping directly to my emotions time and time again. I intend to feel my body and listen and make conscious choices.
IL&G

  • This reply was modified 10 years ago by Emily N.
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

I listened to my first live talk today. I generally do not like doing conference calls, live video events, etc. but I found Gary and Linda genuine and my reaction was peace and calm throughout my body. I am glad I joined and glad to be here.

IL&G
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

WOW – this is a great thread with so much love and consciousness. Thanks everyone for sharing.
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

Infinite Love and Gratitude is my most common salutation. I want those things infinitely for all, including myself. My username is LOVEINTHECURE which is a description to remind myself that love is the foundation of anything that needs healing. All healing comes from love. The cure for anything.
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

Cindy,
Encouragement is a wonderful positive energy generator. I feel so great when I encourage and I know that the person I encourage does also. Another thing that came to me when I read your post was that when I encourage myself I feel fantastic or it brings up things I need to desperately work on if I’m open enough to realize it. Thanks for the reminder.

IL&G, LITC (Emily)
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

David,
I really enjoyed your post, especially the last paragraph. I think this is a fundamental element that is missing – sharing and letting go. Being able to share is so rare for so many people, myself included. I’m glad you did – when I see feel a frightened aspect in my body as I’m living life I often keep it to myself but when I find myself sharing I often learn more than if I kept it to myself. And letting go is a glorious experience for me – I know that if I still need to work on a frightened part of myself it will return and keep returning as needed. Amazing. Again, thanks for sharing.

IL&G, LITC (Emily)
Emily N
Posted 10 years ago

Thanks for the welcome Shane and Pam. One of the things I’ve been figuring out more and more is how powerful I am in my own rite. I am able to do so much if I just choose to do so. Amazing. I wish we could share that type of knowledge with so many more people.
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