Hi Gail & Lori,
It would take courage for me to move my body, in some way no matter how small it seems, each day during the holiday season. It resonated with me today when Linda talked about frightened parts making excuses. I knew right away I’ve been allowing FPs to justify why I can’t exercise on this day. The past two months I’ve withdrawn from a regular exercise routine. I’m setting my intention to start again, without judgment.
with love, Jen

I just hit submit when I intended it hit back space. ha! It resulted in me posting before I planned. My FP that is a perfectionist would not have posted until double checking all kinds of things like spelling and clarity of writing, etc. made me laugh after initial feeling of “oh no!”

Hi Nette,
I’m not sure what the crashing sound could have been. Nothing crashed or fell on my end. Sounds like we weren’t the only ones who lost a connection with the conference call.

I set my intention to share on the message board two weeks ago and gave myself two days to do it. I didn’t do it. I feel supported by the Universe that our call brought me here.

I’ve got to go now. I’ll check back later.
Jen

What am I noticing about myself in regards to the call I had with Nette? I am noticing some embarrassment and curiosity.

Hi Nette.

I was speaking when I got the message that I was the only one on the call. My connection was still good, that is I was still connected to the conference call but no one was on the other end. I didn’t know how to contact you so I thought I’d put a note on the community board to see if I could reach you that way. I had some challenges getting on but I didn’t think of it as urgent.

Lori Sharp reached my by phone to tell me there was a post about me on the message board from Nette saying I found my son dead this morning. That shocked me and my heart started to pound. It’s still a little stirred up in my heart center. Mostly I feel calm.

I’d like to explore how I co-created this circumstance. Are you open to exploring it, too? Do you think you have a frightened part active now about what you heard me say on our call? Or what you thought you heard me say?

My son had a strong reaction this week that triggered frightened parts in me. He is autistic and was banging his head against the wall and walking into walls and closet doors. It reminded me of how I felt when he threatened to hurt himself three months ago. Tears came up this morning when I recalled how I felt then. I was challenging them by speaking anyway. I don’t know what you last heard but I am well. There is no crisis.