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Posted 8 years ago
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Hello everyone, I’m back and been missing the experience. I’m looking forward to the calls etc. Special hugs and kisses to my friends in the Master Class – Miss Yall!! |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Agreed, I have enjoyed and been enriched by the sharing in this community. I had fp about the community board but now know its value in my spiritual growth. Thanks eberyone |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Thank you all for sharing your stories as my heart palpitates reflecting and thinking how familiar your stories are to me when I was working over the years and how I still have my fp come up just thinking about it. I reflect back now with feelings and thoughts of forgiveness of myself for allowing my fp to control my feelings going into a meeting with certain people, predicting doom, and receiving a doom outcome. I forgive those gentlemen whose intentions were to ill-intended. I mow understand they were acting out their cps (the pain I could have saved myself with the knowledge I have now, but I needed to go through that pain to grow). I have to continually work on this as I begin my meetings with potential business clients to not prejudge based on my past experiences but to be open about how I am feeling, sit with them, before going into any meetings and during the meetings with more understanding and compassion towards them while standing my ground from love. It is a boulder I don’t want to keep carrying. In one particular instance my old boss whose fp showed ill intent towards me in meetings and in general is going through now by someone else what he took me through and worse. I have not said good, he deserves it but the opposite demonstrating compassion and reaching out via text that I’m back in Nigeria and that I wish him well. I am really working to be proactive in challenging my fp releasing myself from the outcome. It feels so much better. Must keep it going. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Doug as I read your post of the simultaneous awareness and attention on these fp are so familiar to me – unworthiness, not being enough, and loved enough is my biggest challenge and how to tackle them when a storm hits. I am continually working through it and challenging my fp on purpose, for example, reaching out to my brother who I stopped care taking and him who chose to distance himself from the family (no communication). I reached out with loving intention, noticed the fp come up but it was not nearly as strong as before, I released myself from the outcome knowing he may not respond, he did not respond. As I type this, I feel some tightness in my chest, I don’t feel I am not worthy or loved enough. Ive come a long way on this and still send loving blessings into the universe for him. I want to continue to step out and challenge my fp and not wait for them to come to me (although life is full of those as well). Thanks for sharing. I am grateful for the opportunity my fp gives me to learn and grow to be more loving. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Welcome to the community board Regina. I had fp come up about posting to the board and being completely honest about my fears – what would people think of me, I’m mot this perfect whole super hero that my fp thinks about. I have opened my lp more like you said to look at the whole of me. Thanks for sharing and giving me the opportunity to deal with my fp about sharing my feelings. Tightness in my chest coeds up as I am typing this communication. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Thank you for sharing Cindy. I found it interesting how I to when in loving part of my experience I don’t have as keen of an awareness of what my body is experiencing. Maybe that is because it is not painful as with the frightened parts. The feeling just seems to be normal like its all good. I know that I want more of it. Wishing you the best on your journey Cindy. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Hi Pam, its good to hear from you and to get your perspective on your journey. For me, I am setting my intention to be aware of my loving parts and to feel that more, my frightened parts so I can get to my loving parts, and being present with every encounter whether with people or the universe I enjoy how my loving parts feel and determined to be more present with those and ensure an environment where I have more of those experiences. Its up to me to create that environment. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Cindy good for you to work on challenging your fp and setting intention to challenge them. I have been challenging my fp on judging especially since I’ve been back in Nigeria. As an example, I had to reactivate my Nigeria phone, it took me four times going to the office to get it done. The first time I went into the providers office building, the second time – days later, the building was closed, they were moving and customers were service out of a van they had set up where you’re standing outside with a crowd of people to get service or you’re sitting at a card table with four chairs outside on the curb with an umbrella stand. The fp came up but I sat with it, felt the discomfort in my chest and stomach, and didn’t react just went along with the process. It wasn’t their fault. My stomach pain eased as I relaxed in it. That’s just one example. The new building is now ready. I was actually amazed because the providers employees were all calm, handling the situation very professionally, quality customer service up to their ability. It takes so much to get one thing done. Yet it gets done |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Welcome Stephanie, you will enjoy your journey. I look forward to meeting you |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Hi Doug and Kristen, thank you for sharing and great to hear from you. I am finding that it is a moment to moment awakening to responding correctly and releasing the outcome. I have been able to feel the loving parts since being with my husband which has been a long time since I’ve felt it. What I learned from being a part of this program has helped me tremendously. I am released from the outcome, take it moment to moment, seeing and feeling the change that has come over me. In my other surroundings and people I had not seen for a while, there is nothing but love. I’m feeding off of that right now. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Hello Team Cooperation!!! Welcome to the Group Anne – I look forward to working together as Spiritual Partners on our journey for spiritual growth. My apologies for missing our chat yesterday. I was judging myself for missing it and decided to be more gentle with myself and think through my feelings about it – in my chest and stomach. I determined that the frightened part was being a disappointment to everyone for not attending. And yes it is very familiar and a big part in my history of care taking to an extreme. I’ve gotten much better with that through my spiritual growth journey and this was a reminder that it’s still present though not as strong. In the past I would have called everyone, sent an email, a gift, etc. as a forms of getting you to love me anyway and to show that I am worthy of your love. WOW!! It is a strange yet wonderful feeling to kind of be out of body observing myself as I sit with myself to understand the emotional experience of the situation. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Thank you for sharing Doug. I will apply that with what I am going through with my brother who I am estranged. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Catherine I love the analogy of the fish in water. Need to come up for air! |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Hi DianeS, would you consider sitting with your feelings and understanding you and why you are feeling this way and what about it is familiar from the past in situations similar and not similar but they bring up the same feelings- reaching inside before reaching outside of you. |
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Posted 9 years ago
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Hi everyone, the illusion video gave me a sense of peace and rest that love is the only real thing and the rest is to understood but not lived. I was in an illusive state this past week closing out my parents estate to find that my sybling had made changes to financial matters that had the potential to cause problems and he had done it before. Now in my state of consciousness I had the beginners mind in like an outer body experience watching and listen and feeling myself as I went through the emotions. I didn’t act the way my personality wanted. I chose to bless the situation make the necessary changes and move on not to say I didn’t cuss andew times but I didn’t act totally like I would have in the past. Now I understand that my anger, frustration, disappointment, woe is me was the illusion. Glad I found my way back. Moment by moment |