Hi Eric, First there is no silly questions, if it is important to you then it is not silly.
I can understand the desire to feel wanted, accepted, liked, loved by how you look. My question to you is what is the real intention and the true reason you don’t want to loos you hair? Is it the fear you would loose the personality you ve created so far? What would happened if you didn’t have hair? Or is it just that you like that fact that you have hair and there is no hiding feelings behind it? The intention of you taking the pill is what makes all the difference. If it is because you love looking at yourself in the mirror and know your hair is still there and puts a smile on your face, then that s that. But know that at one point not only the hair will be gone but the rest of your body will be as well, we are al in the same train in that department. We are in this Planet Earth temporarily, Our eternal beings never dies and it has nothing to do with hair 😉 My answer to you is that if you choose to keep taking the pill that the upset or guilt about it is optional 🙂 Detachment from outcome is a powerful tool 🙂