I had an experience that I have been considering since the time in which the Life School call ended on Saturday and we were offered opportunity to stay on the call with our partners to continue speaking with consideration to Spiritual Partnership and the topic of the call. All of us stayed that I was on the call with. One of my partners commented to me that I was communicating better on the call than I often have in the past. I was grateful to hear this. A while after that, another of my partners on the call asked me a question about when I noticed something, (about which we had spoken), changing in my life. I think that I had fear become present, though I did not take notice of it, and I began speaking at length. After a while I believe that I must have been aware that I was uncomfortable because I asked my partners if anyone was having the experience that I was trying to “teach”. One partner said that she noticed that she felt that perhaps I was just filling space with my words and continuance of them. I told her that I would consider this and that I wanted to be quiet for a while and just listen. We all decided shortly thereafter to end our call. I have given consideration to what had occurred with myself. I lost touch with my emotional centers and what was happening within them. It seemed to me after, that I was blowing up a large balloon with (hot?) air. When I finished speaking then, it was still present. I know that it will descend upon me by way of that which I put intention into it. I think that what had me running with my words was fear that I did not know in the moment how to specifically answer the question. In attempting to answer, I reached as best I could for a true-to-my-experience answer, but I also was using words from borrowed wisdom from things that I have come to see as “true”, many of which come from Gary and Linda’s teachings. I think that I became aware of my discomfort due to the fact that I do not have a lot of my own real life experience in the things which I was speaking of. I want to see this as an experience/experiment from which I can learn. I don’t want to judge myself and become afraid to contribute to the calls. Thank you to all of my partners on the call. I am grateful for the opportunity to have been with you and to practice with you in spiritual partnership.