It is interesting because my personality was blessed with many gifts from my soul. I always had a decent intellect and a facility to communicate whether it be in public, private or just listening to others. Of course every single living being is blessed with their own unique gifts.

What is fascinating for me is coming to terms with how I have decided to use my gifts. For the longest time this ‘earth school’ has been (and still often is for me) for me a competitive environment where I can win or lose (external power). So, I’ve used my gifts to try and be ‘better’ than you (which is also just a judgement). When I think of letting go of competing against you I can feel tremendous pain in my chest, solar plexus/stomach. It is amazing to experience how much ‘time’ I allowed pass by in this one big power struggle.

I look forward to experimenting with what it means to not engage in a power struggle. And to also try and be more aware of when I am engaging in one.

anyhow, just wanted to share.

thanks.