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Topic: New member introduction, Jacob - Jacob M Started 5 years, 3 months ago

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Jacob M
Posted 5 years ago

Hello. I’m new here. Trying to do “in-life reincarnation; becoming a better father, grandfather, husband, etc.
In the past I was so weak..I terrorized my young children (sometimes). I had thought that coping with manic
depression was an excuse, but it isn’t.
Sorry to be laying out very heavy issues, 00₪but my son committed suicide a month and a half ago. Our relationship was difficult and I am only slowly opening up to sad feelings.
By the way, what is going on about the service for phone conferences which announced that it has been closed?
Shelley
Posted 5 years ago

Hi Jacob,

My heart goes out to you. I cannot even begin to imagine what it must be like to lose your child in this way.

But you are in the right place to receive the right kind of support. And opening up to your sad feelings is definitely a step in the right direction. Good luck with your journey.

I don’t know anything about the phone system and why it might have said it’s closed sorry.

Shelley
karel
Posted 5 years ago

Jacob,

I, too, am a grandparent, and parent. My challenges differ in many ways from yours, but I do know what it’s like to be extraordinarily slow to acknowledge sadness and other feelings in the “fear family.” Thanks for sharing a glimpse of the great difficulties you’re going through. Maybe it helps you a tiny bit to know that your sharing helps me. Yes, they are heavy issues. Death of a child, remorse, sadness. My brother-in-law suffered from manic-depression. A lifelong challenge for him and for my sister. I’ve found the Seat of the Soul only recently, and feel grateful to be here, and grateful for your being led this way, too.

Barbara
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