Sharing my most powerful experiences from The Journey to The Soul 2017

I discovered a frightened part of my personality that “chokes me up” and “brings tears” to my eyes when I share an experience when I “did good” in creating authentic power. My spiritual partners helped me see that I struggled to simply say “I did something right, something loving, something authentically powerful”. I believe this is from fear because I experienced a tremendous pain in my heart as I tried to simply share “I did my best and it was good”.

I have spent some time since the event to remember other times when I felt “tearful and choked up” when trying to speak or share. Both times I could remember I was relating a story about a loving interaction I previously had with homeless people in Portland. I can remember the very first time I shared those experiences with others and that sharing was also choked up and tearful.

I have always considered myself sensitive because of tears that come at times when I share. But now I want to dig deeper to truly explore this emotion and what really triggers it. I intended to notice if truly I struggle to ever tell myself “I did good”.

I am deeply grateful for my spiritual partners bringing this to my awareness.

With Love and Gratitude,

Doug