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Topic: Hesitating Beauty, oh my. - Shori Started 11 years, 7 months ago

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Shori
Posted 12 years ago

Hi,
I’m here typing my introduction and honestly am struggling with what to say. My monologues that happen numerous times throughout the day all sound so great, and then I sit to type and there is nothing there. Stage fright! I think this is a parallel to my life. I hesitate to be vulnerable. I desire to be open and share willingly, but sometimes I don’t even know what is real to me. I am looking forward to this course to learn what is real to me, about me and my vulnerabilities, and really grasp the authentic power that is waiting for me. I have attached a sense of desperation to this process and realize I need to not have attachments to the outcome, and yet in my pattern of wanting it to be clear, I am feeling like this HAS to work. I want to let go of the hesitating, and embrace to active living. I look forward to anyone’s feedback. I will do my best at all times to be open and available.
Pam Meyer
Posted 12 years ago

Hi Shori, Thank you for your sharing. I have been creating authentic power as the means of enhancing my spiritual growth for a few years. Your honesty about frightened parts of your personality rings so true for me also. But my commitment to my own spiritual growth has brought a joy to my life that wasn’t there before. I am excited for you. Look forward to hearing about how you’re doing. Have you read Seat of the Soul or Spiritual Partnerships? Really good to hear from you. Blessings, Pam
Gordon and karen
Posted 12 years ago

Hi Shori and Pam, Trusting in our own intuition and wisdom is not something i was raised to do and absolutely love it when i take a moment to breathe, feel the feelings, check in on my intention and then make a responsible choice. It took getting quiet for me to begin to hear what the “real me” was! The challenge for me is being the authentic me when the old me seems more familiar! Time and practice!
Gail
Posted 12 years ago

Hi Shori, Thank you so much for sharing. I could very much relate to your words. It seems to me that the real you, the loving part of your personality, is the part of you that shared with us what is going on with you… being vulnerable and sharing from your heart. The part of your personality that does not want to be vulnerable and remain silent, is not you…it is a frightened part of your personality, and you challenged this frightened part of your personailty by sharing with this community.

It sounds like you are right where you are suppose to be. I look forward to reading more of your posts on this community board! I would also recommend the books that Pam suggested and I would add Heart of the Soul. As an experiment, you could check in with your intuition and see which book would be most supportive for you at this time. Much Love, Gail

In other words, you challenged a frightened part of your personality(not who you really are) that would have you hold back, and cultivated a loving part of your personality by sharing what you are experiencing. This is huge!

It sounds like you are right where you are suppose to be and I look forward to more of your sharings.

With Love, Gail
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