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Topic: Hello - Shane M Started 10 years, 3 months ago
Posted 10 years ago
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My name is Shane from Ireland.I’m new here but read Gary’s book seat of the soul 15 years ago.A light came on inside me and I’m still learning..learning.I’ll need your help community! peace love Shane. |
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Posted 10 years ago
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Shane, so, so nice to hear from you and glad to have you sharing. I felt the same when I listened to Gary’s Seat of the Soul CD 7 years ago. It’s like I knew right then that my life wouldn’t be the same afterwards and it hasn’t! My Soul was longing for these beautiful words and they resonated deeply with me. Being part of this community is a great opportunity to continue your Spiritual Growth and experiment by sharing your thoughts with us. When I committed to making my Spriritual Growth my highest priority, I really focused on the first section of the guidelines where I just focused on noticing my thoughts, my emotions and then my intentions. I learned and continue to listen to what my body tells me each moment. What a guide! me, my intuition, my Soul!!! Who would have guessed! I am very excited to be on this journey and hope to meet you in person one day. With Love, |
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Thank you Steve for your welcome.I’d like to share frightenend parts of my personality(FPSP) that I’ve been having-maybe you could share your thoughts guidance and anyone else. For most of my life I’ve tried to control the external world -external power-to make me happy.As we know it doesn’t work!!slowly as I’ve got older I’ve been able to let go alot of things.daily I try not to let any situation be a problem and always look for the positive solution.Privately with my siblings and my wife I battle FPP.For instance if only my brother would stop drinking and get his life sorted……..my amazing wife if she would only lose weight and be a bit more interested in her image.I know this is chasing external power but I get caught in the trap…..maybe shes not enough..why cant she make these changes….all to make me feel comfortable and happy!!…the evidence is probably im not enough or don’t feel enough-I hear this but don’t really get it yet. My thoughts are that if I feel enough in myself..I can be happy around anyone for the most part and they do not need to give me anything-in my heart I would say this is true but I’m not there yet. I come from split parents when I was 9 and of course there are probably security issues- Ive run away from nearly every relationship Ive been in the past!..thankfully I have better insight now…I am for the most part with a loving kind compassionate person but my FPSP keep me powerless and fearful I might run away again…of course every fibre of me does not want that.I want to confront the fears. Your thoughts would be very welcome all. peace and love. Shane. |
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Hello Shane, |
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Hi Shane, Where the turning point came for me several years ago, was when I had the stark realization that what I had thought of as trying “not to let any situation be the problem”, was exactly what was not so much the problem but the perfect opportunity for me to learn and grow. When I / frightened part tried not to let it become a problem, what I was really doing was pushing it away, and by looking for a positive solution, I/fp was still not seeing the event as the trigger nor the pointer to the deeper healing that my soul longs for. By doing the best I can to challenge my fp’s, I know that I am changing the course of my life, tiny steps sometimes, but tiny steps toward a life rich with beauty and joy. Thank you so much for sharing. It is a deep pleasure to be on this journey with you. Blessings, Pam |
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Welcome Shane! “For most of my life I’ve tried to control the external world -external power-to make me happy.As we know it doesn’t work!!slowly as I’ve got older I’ve been able to let go alot of things.daily I try not to let any situation be a problem and always look for the positive solution.” Boy, do I know that feeling! It is definitely the work I was born to do and as hard as it is to challenge those FPs moment by moment, it’s such a freeing and empowering experience for me. |
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Hi Steve,Chi,Pam, I’ve been busy apologies thank you for your replies and help…what a resource!!…Its funny its like looking at yourself from the outside in.before I was so afraid and felt overwhelmed with fear that I was frozen.I’ve pretty much accepted all challenges that have come my way even if I was afraid but relationships and commitment I ran a mile! I think that I’m going in the right direction and pulling out this bag of FPS and unravelling and challenging it. Here is a Question-I hear Ekhart Tolle talk of Jesus and Buddha.I’m not religious myself-I think it is a man made construct of varying contradictions and discriminations to say the least-But like Tolle says some of what Jesus whoever he was is very profound much like Tolle or Gary Zukav.I find some beautiful quotes resonating …whats your opinion was he divine? I’m not sure I can help anyone here but if you share and I can I certainly will. Shane. |
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Posted 10 years ago
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Hi Shane, The Divine for me is the heartbeat of all life. Not necessarily physically only, but the thread that supports all of life. Further than that, I have no words or explanation that I can use to describe Divine Intelligence. I only know that I have experienced it in ways that I do not have words for. I am interested in what you feel physically when you say you feel it is a man-made construct. This could be a good opportunity to create Authentic Power, as you use your emotions and the bodily sensations they cause.-messages from your soul. You mentioned that you read TSOTS 15 years age. I suggest you read it again. Every time I read it or listen to the CD I hear more, and am able to go deeper into my connection with the Divine. Please let me know what you discover. Love, Pam |
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Hi Pam, I agree with me its been a belief that since a child there is some higher power or intelligence.As you say now it is a part of the fabric of life.When I read Gary’s book 15 years ago it immediately resonated with me on a deep level and I cannot explain entirely why.Its by my bed!…I got the 25th edition recently..I regularly dip into it amongst others….Ekchart Tolle…Katie Byron..Louise Hayes.When I say man-made I feel anger/disappointment.I live in a catholic country and as you well know many failures around this-child abuse being the greatest-a number of friends I know were abused at the hands of the ‘church.I won’t go into all the religions but any beliefs that say we have answer only seems to me flawed and separates people?….I think what the Buddha teachings of inclusion and embracing all were probably along with Christ the most loving lessons/teachings. Thank you. Love and peace. |
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Posted 10 years ago
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Hello everyone, Over the past several years, I had the opportunity to go deeper and deeper with my spiritual growth and through practicing and living the spiritual guidelines, it really helped me to get a different perspective on the world. It helped me to understand that all the experiences that “happened” to me which were my stories such as being raised harshly, having my mother passed early on, being sent away from home very young, being abused by a priest, were also opportunities to grow. These do not define me anymore and I don’t need to be angry at the “world” which could include my father, mother, priest, religions, but that it made me who I am today. I was very angry but I started to feel compassion for that little boy and it helped me heal those frightened parts of my personality that were holding on, blaming all those around me for “hurting” me. It wasn’t until I felt compassion for myself that I was able to feel compassion for those events and those who triggered them in my life. I don’t need to accept, forgive, feel superior or inferior, I can just move on and be grateful for what I am able to feel now. I don’t feel pain in my heart anymore when I think of those events. It gave me a new perspective of wholeness actually, that we’re all on our own divine path. I always have the choice to create from fear or love no matter what is happening anywhere else. |
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Posted 10 years ago
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Hello Everyone, |
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Thank you all for sharing so openly. I resonate with your experiences. I spent precious years of my life with frightened parts of my personality feeling like a victim, and I am so grateful to have reached a place where I can see this was a choice I decided to make. |
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Posted 10 years ago
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WOW – this is a great thread with so much love and consciousness. Thanks everyone for sharing. |
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