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Topic: Heart - Cindy Started 10 years, 4 months ago

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Posted 10 years ago

I want to share my gratitude for this morning’s call, for the teaching and the openness with which all of it was shared by Gary and Linda, and also to my spiritual partners who were in “group” together with me. I kept setting the intention to be truly open and kept searching for my loving parts within myself when any pain or thoughts which I recognized as coming from fear, showed themselves.

I also want to share an experience that I had while experimenting in my life in response to the homework on Reverence which was offered after the last Life School call that we had.

I was out with several former coworkers and we were enjoying lunch together in honor of one who was to retire soon. I noticed that I felt that one of them was responding to me with distance and I had never before experienced that from him in our work setting. I am unable to tell you what feelings I had in my body from that as I do not remember having been aware of them at the time. What I noticed in myself however, was that I was uncomfortable with this distance that I felt he was creating and I noticed in my response to him that I was shutting him out visually. In other words, I became aware that as I spoke with the others, I was not looking at this young man and so I was not being inclusive of him when I spoke. I made a conscious effort to change my response and to be inclusive of him with my eyes as I spoke from then on and I also made a conscious effort to ask him about his family.

I am grateful to have had the opportunity from my awareness to reach out to another even as FPs were not going to do this, had they been allowed to come forward, by my being in a more unconscious state!

Lovingly, Cindy

Posted 10 years ago

Hi Cindy, Your sharing reminded me of what I have also experienced sine the June call with respect to Reverence for others in my life. My intention was to become closer to one of my brothers who has estranged himself from our family. In the past when I have thought about him and prayed for his peace, I now realize that I also had an attachment to his physically coming back into my life thru a reconciliation on his part. What I have become clearer about is that my Reverence for his life and his presence in my life has nothing to do with what he does. What I now offer him/his soul is my love and appreciation energetically and without attachment.
Knowing that I love and revere him, and seeing the pain that encompasses his life, shows me what compassion truly is. A “feeling with”, that is only about what I need to do. It definitely feels more authentic and I can feel it in my body thru a relaxation and gentle fullness in my heart area. Thanks for sharing. Namaste, Pam

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