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Topic: Gary on Super Soul Sunday - rheaabramson Started 12 years, 1 month ago

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rheaabramson
Posted 12 years ago

I decided to re-watch Gary on Super Soul Sunday this am bc it was the thing that made me sign up for the Journey to the Soul. This time I was really encouraged by the part when he talks about a heavy object being thrown into the air and the force with which it comes down illustrating karma. I decided to really impress this on my brain by throwing an object in the air. I decided to use my special object from the Journey. I’m trying to remember that each time I react from a FP, I’m letting anger, impatience, unkindness, annoyance rain down on me at some time in the future.
Anonymous
Posted 12 years ago

It’s an interesting share for me to read tonight. About 2 years ago I made a decision that was driven by an FP in me. At the time it was a simple ‘solve’ (FP) to the apparent FP. Because by making that decision/choice I delayed what I feared. Now 2 years later the original ‘solve’ will no longer work and the consequence is that I’ll have to deal with what I originally feared but now even more strongly.

Basically, rather than accepting myself and life (2 years ago) I decided to throw a heavy object in the air and now 2 years later the heavy object is finally making it’s descent back down. I am looking up waiting with a very active FP (the original one that I tried to avoid) for it to land.

It’s interesting how to escape an FP I only make choices that create more pain. The only way home seems to move through the FP. To experience and to chose more lovingly.

Thanks for the share Rhea as it’s a simple reminder that I am the creator and author of my life. The object coming down for me is the same one I threw up.

Soula
Posted 12 years ago

Hi Rhea and Eric,
I too have been looking at the law of cause and effect in my life and the life of others I relate with. Recently I decided to use my courage and speak to my boss about a decision he made with one of my employees. He has had a pattern from the time he started(over 2 yrs ago)to “go over my head” and give directives to this one employee with whom he has known in the past. This has triggered fps in me. At the same time I looked at what being in my integrity meant for me in this situation and what my intention for speaking to him was. A part of me wanted him to “not step in my boundaries.”Another part felt jealous because he was not coming to speak to me about this, but going to someone else.”Another part was noticing how my employees regular duties were falling behind as a result of directives given to him by my boss. In order to stay focused with my intention to express to him that I felt it was counterproductive for him to go and give directives to my employees without discussing it with me first, I decided to walk in with notes written (looking back, I should have brought the SPG,s with me too!)
In the meeting, I felt his fps trying to defend his position. This activated the fps of feeling unloved, not heard. At this point, my fp was trembling and wanted to run away as it felt attacked. A loving part chose to feel the pain and express what I had intended to.
After the meeting I challenged fps that were attached to him changing. This is hard.
Yesterday, my employee came to see me to tell me that he had made a significant omission as he had forgotten to enter several invoices as a result of a communication between him and my boss regarding these invoices while I was on vacation. To my surprise, the first thought i had was, not oh “shit” it was “wow, this is perfect!” Another delight was that i did not feel the fp that wanted to take on the “responsibility” of this matter because it was “my ” department as strong as it used to be. I felt light.
Thank you, Love, Soula.
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