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Topic: Feeling like a hamster spinning the wheel! - gateoflife Started 12 years, 3 months ago

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gateoflife
Posted 12 years ago

I cannot pint point  ecxactly if I have a hidden agenda that is contradictory to expand myself into full potential.

I am an Acupuncturist and I feel I do reach spiritual connection with my clients and that my work is meaningful. But I feel stuck, I have been running my practice primarily out of my home and every time I want to expand into other areas that has to do with my passion for life I feel I dont see opportunities that allows me to expand into a bigger me. I am very passionate about Yoga and nay type of movement but it seems mostly that because of not enough money I can never have my own Yoga/ Retreat Center and share this joyful beautiful and expansive way with others in a peaceful and relaxed matter and in a joyful and positive way. It has been years I have had this dream and even though I know that my five senses are limited to what I can manifest I always end up in the same place. Not enough Income to make it happen, too stressful to ask for investors and then the joy of it would go away, or my daughter is still too young for me to leave her and have a center in a more tropical place. I wouldn’t even know where to begin.

Any suggestions would highly be appreciate it to be in touch with my Authentic Power.

Namaste
Anonymous
Posted 12 years ago

Hi gateoflife,

When I feel and have felt that way in my life I often try to go a little deeper and take a look at my intention. For example, for a long time I have struggled with isolation; feeling lonely. So, I keep going in circles and asking myself; why am I also alone? Is there something about me? Am I not doing the right things. But with time I learned for myself that my deeper intention was actually to be alone; to isolate myself because intimacy was (and still is) very frightening for me. Alternatively, it is like going on and off diets while struggling to lose weight. That will go on indefinitely till I look at that place inside that really terrifies me at the moment I am about to over eat.

A thought could be in what you shared is that maybe the deeper intention behind expanding is having people around you see how successful and ‘great’ you are (external power). If that were the intention the energy to expand would peter out and the expansion would never take place.

with much love,
Eric
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