I often find myself in situations where I have an ultimatum. I feel whenever an opportunity arises it comes in twos. Whether it be in relationships, career, or home life. Moving forward, I want to be sure that the decisions I make are based on love, not fear.

After life-changing events, I left the small town where I was raised, of 28 yrs, on the Furness peninsula, in England, applied for a sabbatical, after serving 11yrs corporately, and went on an epic spiritual journey. Thanks to travel, I have become so much more consciously aware and grateful, to say the least.

I decided, last year to resign from my corporate job and follow my passion for herbalism. Continuing travelling and gaining experiences partaking in internships. I arrived home for Christmas and decided to stay. I now have a decision to make as I have working visas for Australia and New Zealand, which expire next month. I am currently deciding if I continue to travel and experience these countries, or if I settle back in England and start a career in Herbalism. I feel very torn in both directions. As the fear is I’ll regret not travelling to these countries and gaining new life experiences and ultimately regret the decision to not go. I also fear by leaving, I am not supporting my family, especially my nephews and nieces. I am not showing up for them as an aunt. I basically feel like it’s all fear based decisions. Therefore many different scenarios to choose from. I just want to choose from a place of love.