I have been actively practicing to hold open the space for myself between stimulation and response so that I may practice the awareness of the moment of choice of intention, so that I may actively choose love in each moment to the best of my ability. I have also been choosing to view myself from a point of total trust in the Universe within that space so that there may be no limitations for the growth of my spirituality by way of choice. I am just really excited about possibility of growth and expansion.

There is an individual who has been at the Event for the past three years in which I have also attended. I have not been in a “group” with this person in which the individuals in groups together practice creating authentic power. I have never been together with this person on the Life School calls where we could practice together there, though I have heard their voice on the greeting at the beginning of those calls.

The only communication which I experienced with you at the Event occurred early in the Event and it was one which I initiated. I now realize how insensitive I acted during that brief encounter and I would like to offer you my apology.

I have been actively participating with my Soul since returning from the Event, the experience of holding myself and others in an active space of forgiveness. When I returned to my home, I found that the person whom I thought was going to “hang out” at my house some and water flowers and a few vegetable plants growing on the back deck, bring in the newspapers, and enjoy herself while here, did not come allow herself to have that experience which I believe she really likes to participate in. I am aware of some energy dynamics which I believe to be at play in this, but all of that is another matter. What I spent some time actively with last night was to hold myself with her, and others who are energetically and also physically present within the dynamics of the situation, within forgiveness, along with myself within forgiveness with them. I am setting the intention to experience the energy Life of Forgiveness within my intentions daily and it will be a relatively new experience to really see this in motion and I am excited to learn what this is really going to grow within and around me. I sense that this can be a continually opening expansion with boundless potential.

I also spent time with you in a space of energy last night. I can experience a lot of fearful parts when it comes to truly being open to others in true intimacy of relationship so this is also a very healthy dynamic for me to experiment with. I am setting the intention to actively hold energetic space for others in my daily life’s walk.

An interesting thing occurred last night as I was having meditation before going to sleep. With my eyes closed, I experienced that I kept seeing lots of people gathered. Occasionally I saw a “face” or two which appeared a little frightening but I allowed myself to not be afraid. I sensed that I was experiencing forms of nonphysical reality, guides and teachers, present with me, but also that some may have been of lower energy frequencies, (or perhaps my own fear projections) but I chose to not be afraid but to be in trust and open.

What was interesting was that I clearly heard myself say at a particular point, (in my mind and not aloud), “I hear you”, but I have no idea what it was that I had heard. I don’t know if it was the voice of intuition, but I suspect that it was from another human.

I have much homework to address before the next semester begins in August and I am going to be very fully engaged in that process. I am setting the intention to actively participate in the creation of authentic power in my life no matter what I am busily engaged with. I recognize that creating Authentic Power is something which I need to live in continual process with, not something that I do when I think of it or do not do when I engage with things which take a lot of my attention. As soon as I state this, FPs come up in abundance because they tell me that it’s not possible, or that this is too big of a challenge for me to possibly be able to bring fully into effect, realistically, in my life.

My intent this year in follow up of the Journey Event which I attended, is to do what the above paragraph states and to be then able to participate more actively in energy and other ways on the Life School calls.

Perhaps I will be with you again.